Chemo

Chemo was and is a very private thing…and it is hard for someone to explain the magnitude of how they feel,when it is all new to them also….If a friend,shuts you out..there is  a reason you didn’t understand…fatigue steps in fast as if a pendulum swings from one extreme to another,but not just in two directions,it is more varied as it is so many things affected by the BIG MEDICINES and treatment…I only saw one result..a WIN-WIN situation…as you make a conscious decision to say to the universe either I WANT TO LIVE or just give up…there is no in-between..you choose life or surrender…