Archive for February, 2009

shape body,sharp mind

Sunday, February 15th, 2009

shape body

sharp mind

play w o r d s

skill thought

slow motion

your body

my soul

embrace ones

kiss slowly

hug tights

mind corrupted

fingers travel

rub back

stroke hair

smell your scent

inhale you

exhale me..

do u feel me?

2009 nh

set me free

Saturday, February 14th, 2009

set me free

then you will know i am free as bird

set you free

then i will know you are for me only

love is freedom

not a prison

love me freely

i will set you free as a bird,,,

fly with me

look up on the sky

and T E L L me,,,

are you thiking of me today?

as you are one and only my soul mate

as you are one nad only i think of

set me free sweetheart,,,

im not your prisoner.,,,

nh@2009

on feb 14,09

Chemo

Wednesday, February 4th, 2009

Chemo was and is a very private thing…and it is hard for someone to explain the magnitude of how they feel,when it is all new to them also….If a friend,shuts you out..there is  a reason you didn’t understand…fatigue steps in fast as if a pendulum swings from one extreme to another,but not just in two directions,it is more varied as it is so many things affected by the BIG MEDICINES and treatment…I only saw one result..a WIN-WIN situation…as you make a conscious decision to say to the universe either I WANT TO LIVE or just give up…there is no in-between..you choose life or surrender…

Garden of Love

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009

dont touch my flower

if you dont know my garden

dont touch my leaf

if you dont know my tree

dont touch my nectar

if you dont know my butterly

dont give me your sweet words

if dont come from your heart

im here watching my garden of L O V E

if you know me

if i know you

we shouldnt stand far away

if i know you

if you know me

we shouldnt be silent each other

i open my garden of L O V E

invite YOU to come

Scent of joy

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009

late night

i smell your perfume

dark street

i touch your silky skin

your smile warm me up

your hot breath fire me up

joy over my lonelyness

when i wake

i still smell your scent!

2009 nikky chan

The Mystery

Monday, February 2nd, 2009

The mystery of life love when does it all end                          Am I always to wonder why this or why that

                      Or am I to endure the silent thoughts of the moods

                                           Of those around me

                          It feels like someone has a pillow over my face

                                                 I cannot breathe

                                   Will this pain come to an end?

                                    I could have the power to delete it

                           I see nothing in the future that can hold a key

                                 To what has been taking away from me

                                            Everyone has a taste for blood

                                            That word is so powerful

                             I lay awake at night in the darkness where

                                                  Tears cannot be seen

                             I think of when we met and all we shared

                                                    Now strangers

                                                             Over

                                                          forgotten

                                                 This Heart bleeds

                                               This Heart beats Gone

                                                            Dead

                                                              Not

                                                   This Heart stops

                                             As this pain then will end

                                                So will the memory…

Winter On the ground

Sunday, February 1st, 2009

I WALK THE COLD AND LONELY NIGHT TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF

WHAT IS RIGHT

WHAT IS WRONG

THE WORD < WHY >

THE WORD < FOREVER >

AND MOST OF ALL

THE WORD < DIE >

LIVING NAKED IN A WINTER WONDERLAND CAN BE A FRIGID LIFE

LIKE MEETING ON THE INTERNET

STRANGERS/FRIENDS/LOVERS/NOTHING/

BROKEN PROMISES IN FAR AWAY LANDS

SNOW COVERED FLESH NOT WARMED BY THE SUN

NOR CAN THE WINGS OF ANGELS ENFOLD ME

AS I AM NOT FREE TO BE EVEN TOUCHED BY THEM

NOT IN THIS COLD REALITY

I HAVE TO WALK STILL IN THIS WINTER SOUL CALLED

I

SOME MAY THINK THAT IT MEANS ALONE

WELL THERE ARE MANY SUCH AS ME THAT

HAVE FELL INTO HELL TO FIND IT IS COLD

LIKE A WINTER FREEZE

THAT SOON TAKES YOU DEEP INTO

A WINTER GROUND OF DEAD REMORSE

FOR WHAT YOU DID AND WHAT YOU

MUST DO

AS TIME IS A PLACE OF BITTER TOUCH

REACHING OUT PULLING YOU INTO A

DEEPER SIN

INVITING YOU TO COME TO A PLACE

THE VOICES SAY

“ARE YOU COLD?””

“COME IN AND WARM YOUR FLESH”

HELL IS A HOT

DECEIT!

I AM COLD

SO I WALK

I TURN

I BURN

LIGHT FLASHING IN MY MIND AS

MEMORIES ARE SLOWLY MELTING AWAY

THEN I AM TOSSED BACK ON THE GROUND

OF A COLD WINTER DAY

I’M GIVEN MY ASHES OF MEMORIES TO WATCH 

AS THE WIND TAKES THEM FAR AWAY.. 

WRITTEN BY: ME:  11/2/2007 Jeanette Beakes

Sunday, February 1st, 2009

passionate k i s s

embrace your shaking

b o d y

fingertip travel all over

your lips kiss me

brush

touch

whisper me your sweet words

2009 nikky chan

Sunday, February 1st, 2009

sparkles eyes

adore lips

smooth cheek

hey lover!

want to kiss you tonite

bright face

sweet smile

smell your fragrance

hey lover!

i want to hug you tonite

2009 nikky chan

Brunch

Sunday, February 1st, 2009

stir up your feeling

mixed with happines

add j o y

pour l o v e

how tasty your sweet love

2009 nikky chan