A road was made for me with the soft clouds from Heavens sky
I walked above earth and did not have to fly
My feet never got sore nor tired from the journey ` the view was breathtaking
As I came to the end of what started out simple ‘I call it a friend.
~Jeanette~
The mystery of life love when does it all end Am I always to wonder why this or why that
Or am I to endure the silent thoughts of the moods
Of those around me
It feels like someone has a pillow over my face
I cannot breathe
Will this pain come to an end?
I could have the power to delete it
I see nothing in the future that can hold a key
To what has been taking away from me
Everyone has a taste for blood
That word is so powerful
I lay awake at night in the darkness where
Tears cannot be seen
I think of when we met and all we shared
Now strangers
Over
forgotten
This Heart bleeds
This Heart beats Gone
Dead
Not
This Heart stops
As this pain then will end
So will the memory…
I WALK THE COLD AND LONELY NIGHT TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF
WHAT IS RIGHT
WHAT IS WRONG
THE WORD < WHY >
THE WORD < FOREVER >
AND MOST OF ALL
THE WORD < DIE >
LIVING NAKED IN A WINTER WONDERLAND CAN BE A FRIGID LIFE
LIKE MEETING ON THE INTERNET
STRANGERS/FRIENDS/LOVERS/NOTHING/
BROKEN PROMISES IN FAR AWAY LANDS
SNOW COVERED FLESH NOT WARMED BY THE SUN
NOR CAN THE WINGS OF ANGELS ENFOLD ME
AS I AM NOT FREE TO BE EVEN TOUCHED BY THEM
NOT IN THIS COLD REALITY
I HAVE TO WALK STILL IN THIS WINTER SOUL CALLED
SOME MAY THINK THAT IT MEANS ALONE
WELL THERE ARE MANY SUCH AS ME THAT
HAVE FELL INTO HELL TO FIND IT IS COLD
LIKE A WINTER FREEZE
THAT SOON TAKES YOU DEEP INTO
A WINTER GROUND OF DEAD REMORSE
FOR WHAT YOU DID AND WHAT YOU
MUST DO
AS TIME IS A PLACE OF BITTER TOUCH
REACHING OUT PULLING YOU INTO A
DEEPER SIN
INVITING YOU TO COME TO A PLACE
THE VOICES SAY
“ARE YOU COLD?””
“COME IN AND WARM YOUR FLESH”
HELL IS A HOT
DECEIT!
SO I WALK
I TURN
I BURN
LIGHT FLASHING IN MY MIND AS
MEMORIES ARE SLOWLY MELTING AWAY
THEN I AM TOSSED BACK ON THE GROUND
OF A COLD WINTER DAY
I’M GIVEN MY ASHES OF MEMORIES TO WATCH
AS THE WIND TAKES THEM FAR AWAY..
WRITTEN BY: ME: 11/2/2007 Jeanette Beakes